My God how I can feel your pain I'v lost mine just over 4 months ago.My First Car.I loved my car so much I just turned 18 on 4/02 now and have worked since I was 14 dreaming of one day owning a Z of my own.Never Asked my parents for more than what was set aside for me as Basic necessities saving up for it all, all and for nothing.My Parents Moved to Huntington Beach,California when i got my ZTT I was out there with them but as it neared the end of summer I asked to move back to my hometown of El Paso, Texas to finish my Senior year of Highschool,I Live with friends & didn't have to pay rent.They kept my Z til i Secured a Job that had to cover the huge car payments and Insurance. Then Christmas Came and I went to Finally get a hold of it again. On the drive back being only 2 hours from living my perfect life with the Perfect Girl and Car all my aspirations my world came crashing down on me bringing me to my knees in bloody tears. It was a Perfect clear day 9:38 in the morning. I had been driving about an hour this Black Porsche 944 Cabriolet speeds at me at 100+ Passes me in my right lane on the I-10 highway and cuts me off into my left lane just then up above around the bend and not to my knowledge a guy and his family are all asleep even the driver with cruise control on they veer off to the side of the road and wrap their car around a lightpole causing it to fall all the way across the the highway right in front of us and a Blue Lincoln Conitental that was in front of him. there was nothing I could do a rock wall to my meduim and traffic to my left.I should have fucking raced Him ! and would have seen everything unfold and would have been able to avoid itI broke down when the cop Pulled me out of my Car.the insurance never pulled through to get me another one they just paid off the balance due. Damage was 6k and up.A 1990 Twin Turbo with 100 k Miles She was so beautiful black with black leather & Chrome rims .her name was "Zelda" .and now I work a sweat for a worthless check once more knowing very well that Anything I ever Picture or Dream about becomes a Nightmare to Torment Me. I was going to throw myself into on coming traffic when i realized that this was really happening and that I wasnt dreaming . I'v lost everything since then not just the Z everything material has been taken,lost or stolen my bad Luck did'nt end that day and some thing are unreplaceable.Now I can't stop reliving it and everything I have ever dreamt of or anything I put my heart and soul into goes completley and utterley wrong I'd want to end it all because it doesnt make me stronger as they say it leaves me weak with no will hope and no goals.
21:06:54 04/13/03
